Creative Righting

To each our own we undoubtedly go,

look into my eyes, and meet my friend... demise.

Mentally regurgitating all the things that come to mind,

reciting and repeating it until reading it makes me blind,

to present it to a reader who may like it or may not,

deciding whether or not it's really worth it to take a shot,

will it rhyme or will it flow to me is trivial at best,

all that matters is that i write and write and write and get it off my chest,

we all want to create something that we can call our own,

all it takes is one little suggestion, and boom. proportion blown,

meditate on it or stare at a wall, find out what the answer is to 2 + 2,

don't, and i mean don't ever get stuck in the prisonly walls of you,

music helps some people, melody and rhythm mixed with soul,

resist those negative urges trying to fill up that internal hole,

instead let in what you so desperately deprave, that connection you're so sick of,

the next time you're in your mental cave, know that all i have for you is.......

::writers block::

Make my brain a sandwich.

It's sick that these images in my mind are creating a kind of oneness in my soul. I tried to find something today, not sure what exactly. I just kept going until i got tired...sometimes that's what i need to do in order to calm my mind. I don't know why i get scattered all the time, it seems to be an ongoing event that messes with my everyday activities...not productive in the least. But sometimes i wonder if possibly it's productive in other ways, life ways i suppose. The more i go out, and the more i explore the world, the more people i can meet, and in some way hopefully i can experience a lesson and perhaps learn something from their actions. It amazes me at the sheer amount of people in this world, the mass production of everything. From food, to cars , to clothes and love even. The ability to get instant access to whatever it is you need is something that is amazing as well. There are places in the world that don't even get to receive the daily basic necessities. These are the thoughts that are on my mind today. Not sure if i'm going to treat this as a journal or something, an Artificial Psychologism. if you will.

I need to push myself. Harder than before.

I just need to focus and breathe, and let my brain go.

Not too far, tangents or anything, but on subjects of educational value.

feed my brain, don't forget it's a living creature too, proper nutrients and essential vitamins.

Brain Healthy.

These are thoughts that can't control...

Now when asked what to write a research paper on a topic of my choice a person would hear that assignment and think "That's easy!". My mind is full of topics ranging from musical ideas to psychological diseases. There is just too much going on in there right now for it to relax and process things in an orderly manner. Here's to epiphanies.